just remembered......

i forgot to post pictures of Natonya's cake. it was beautiful and yummy...

more pictures

Natonya turned 2!!!

well we had a little party at our place this year. had family and friends over to celebrate for Natonya's birthday. She had alot of fun. Toni the girls and kelly helped with the decorations and making the cake. It turned our wonderful. Beautiful and delicious cake haha. I cant believe my little baby is 2 now. She is growing up so fast. 2 weeks ago she was at 28 lbs 36 in. she's very tall (in the 99th percentile STILL)and very skinny. they say she's underweight but i think she's perfect. She's our perfect angel. She loved having everyone over she got a new bike!!! (she loves it), and slide( also loves this.), lots of babies, cabbage patch, barbie, cold weather stuff, she's set!! many more pictures coming up soon!!

Spee Baby

I don't know what has just hit me but my emotions are all up in the air. I miss my mom, alot. she was my everything. I don't understand how some people abuse the privilege that they have when they pick up the phone and call their mom, or how mom's can go without seeing their children. I would be the happiest person ever just to get my mom back. I wish i could pick up the phone and hear her voice one last time. Just tell her i love her one more time. hold on....... ok. I just don't understand why I have had to go through this. I feel like I'm a bad person, that I'm being punished for something. I'm filled with so much emotion, I'm just gonna let it all go. Don't know..... So much to write but cant get it out. Not sure what to do. I'm blank and empty..... I love you mom.

Halloween 2009 fun fun

We had alot of fun. Natonya was a pirate princess (SO cute) she had fun going from door to door getting candy and everyone loved her costume. Visited a few family members and came home and had a few friends over. It was a fun year.

News from the Day Fam

well where to start. Ok. I started school a month ago. im very proud of myself for sticking through it. i have a 4.0!!! yay me... victory dance.... anywho, im really enjoying it and i know i'll be able to have a really good job and be able to support Natonya. Last saturday was girls nite. i haven't been out in forever. it was nice to go out with my Anniekins, and Jodi. Had alot of fun thanks to Annie especially. (thanks dude) so i go to school mon- thurs. And when i come home i feel so loved when Natonya runs up to me and does her little happy dance. she's the best. growing so much. she has her melt downs moments but she's still mommy's little princess. She's my whole reason for going to school. well i'll post some updated pictures love you all.

New stuff

ok so its been a long time since i last blogged so let me update. ok. natonya is 23 months old. her birthday is coming up. she's growing so fast. i started school 3 weeks ago. im loving it and excited to graduate. kory is doing good. were doing alright. moved to provo. love our place. so we've just been keeping busy and living life. i'll try to update at least once a week : ) peace

moving!! moving!!

hey haven't been on in awhile our computer is broken. BOO!!! but we shall be moving soon and were gonna get a new computer. so the new news is, Natonya is 18 months old!!! isn't it crazy. i can't believe how fast she's growing soon she'll be off to college. but anywho, just a little update will be posting alot more once we move and get our new computer. peace out.

Kuzins!!

This is Natonya and her cousin Aria. These two girls are gonna be the best of friends. They love each other so much.

sunshine and jelly beans

so i need a new start. i was trying to lose weight and stuff but my meds make me so tired. on top off keeping up with miss natonya. she's a handful but i wouldnt trade my life for any in the world. so valentines is going to be celebrated this weekend coming up since we totally spaced out and forgot. so yeah then the weekend after that we might be going to vegas. not sure yet but i hope so. it's for kory's 21st birthday. since when we went to vegas to get married we were both too young to even stand by a machine haha. so now were gonna go to all the casino's and walk the strip like we've been wanting to, and just have a fun time. im hoping it'll help us appreciate each other more. anywho. peace out.

Things just come to mind.

hello. thought i would just write a little of what im thinking. im just at a loss for everything. i dont want to do anything. i miss my mom. last year on this day i was in california with my mom, hanging out at her office with my new baby, laughing with her. but this year im sitting at home in the dark on the computer with my now toddler taking a nap. life is unfair and disappointing. i just wish i had the chance to go back to this day last year and really sit down and talk with my mom. i appreciate the time i had with her. i just wish i had more. it all came and went by so fast. i still cant believe im here without her. some days i dont wanna be here without her but i know i need to be here for my baby girl and my hunny. i know that my mom and my baby boy are taking good care of each other until i can be with them. so yeah

Just in...

well this weekend went by fast. i love my weekends. Kory is home and me and Natonya enjoy it. We need to start doing more things as a family though. since Natonya is older now we can go more places. so yeah that's my next plan. also im on a mission to lose weight by my birthday so im trying to keep motivated. gotta drop this baby/marriage weight. havent been able to lose it so now is my chance. i have no reason not to. if you have the link to my myspace you'll see my progress, i added a weight loss tracker. so far im down 21 lbs. big success. well love to all im outty like a belly button. peace.


btw i got a new hair do so yeah pretty pretty...

R.I.P Evan Max Day

I was induced friday jan 2nd 8 pm and gave birth to a beautiful baby boy sunday jan. 4th 2009 at 1:46am. On January 4th Evan Max Day was born into heaven. We miss and love him so much. He was laid to rest jan 11th in moab utah. thank you to those of you who have been praying for my family. i really appreciate it. were just taking things one day at a time and loving on our little girl. We have learned so much from our baby boy from the moment we found we were pregnant he has helped us learn so much about ourselves and life. We decided to choose a meaningfull name for our son when we came across Evan, it means young fighter. He has been a fighter from the begining to the end. Rest in Peace son mommy and daddy love you so much. Until we see each other again in heaven. I love you!!