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Natonya turned 2!!!

well we had a little party at our place this year. had family and friends over to celebrate for Natonya's birthday. She had alot of fun. Toni the girls and kelly helped with the decorations and making the cake. It turned our wonderful. Beautiful and delicious cake haha. I cant believe my little baby is 2 now. She is growing up so fast. 2 weeks ago she was at 28 lbs 36 in. she's very tall (in the 99th percentile STILL)and very skinny. they say she's underweight but i think she's perfect. She's our perfect angel. She loved having everyone over she got a new bike!!! (she loves it), and slide( also loves this.), lots of babies, cabbage patch, barbie, cold weather stuff, she's set!! many more pictures coming up soon!!

Spee Baby

I don't know what has just hit me but my emotions are all up in the air. I miss my mom, alot. she was my everything. I don't understand how some people abuse the privilege that they have when they pick up the phone and call their mom, or how mom's can go without seeing their children. I would be the happiest person ever just to get my mom back. I wish i could pick up the phone and hear her voice one last time. Just tell her i love her one more time. hold on....... ok. I just don't understand why I have had to go through this. I feel like I'm a bad person, that I'm being punished for something. I'm filled with so much emotion, I'm just gonna let it all go. Don't know..... So much to write but cant get it out. Not sure what to do. I'm blank and empty..... I love you mom.

Halloween 2009 fun fun

We had alot of fun. Natonya was a pirate princess (SO cute) she had fun going from door to door getting candy and everyone loved her costume. Visited a few family members and came home and had a few friends over. It was a fun year.