Kuzins!!

This is Natonya and her cousin Aria. These two girls are gonna be the best of friends. They love each other so much.

sunshine and jelly beans

so i need a new start. i was trying to lose weight and stuff but my meds make me so tired. on top off keeping up with miss natonya. she's a handful but i wouldnt trade my life for any in the world. so valentines is going to be celebrated this weekend coming up since we totally spaced out and forgot. so yeah then the weekend after that we might be going to vegas. not sure yet but i hope so. it's for kory's 21st birthday. since when we went to vegas to get married we were both too young to even stand by a machine haha. so now were gonna go to all the casino's and walk the strip like we've been wanting to, and just have a fun time. im hoping it'll help us appreciate each other more. anywho. peace out.

Things just come to mind.

hello. thought i would just write a little of what im thinking. im just at a loss for everything. i dont want to do anything. i miss my mom. last year on this day i was in california with my mom, hanging out at her office with my new baby, laughing with her. but this year im sitting at home in the dark on the computer with my now toddler taking a nap. life is unfair and disappointing. i just wish i had the chance to go back to this day last year and really sit down and talk with my mom. i appreciate the time i had with her. i just wish i had more. it all came and went by so fast. i still cant believe im here without her. some days i dont wanna be here without her but i know i need to be here for my baby girl and my hunny. i know that my mom and my baby boy are taking good care of each other until i can be with them. so yeah

Just in...

well this weekend went by fast. i love my weekends. Kory is home and me and Natonya enjoy it. We need to start doing more things as a family though. since Natonya is older now we can go more places. so yeah that's my next plan. also im on a mission to lose weight by my birthday so im trying to keep motivated. gotta drop this baby/marriage weight. havent been able to lose it so now is my chance. i have no reason not to. if you have the link to my myspace you'll see my progress, i added a weight loss tracker. so far im down 21 lbs. big success. well love to all im outty like a belly button. peace.


btw i got a new hair do so yeah pretty pretty...