i dont know what to do.

well we got the test results back today. they weren't normal. our baby boy has a serious disease called trisomy 18. Trisomy 18 is uncompatible with life. Our baby boy isn't gonna make. on top of i have too much amniotic fluid and if i try to carry him to term i will die. so were inducing labor this friday so we can get a chance to welcome our baby boy and tell him we love him and say goodbye.