i dont know what to do.

well we got the test results back today. they weren't normal. our baby boy has a serious disease called trisomy 18. Trisomy 18 is uncompatible with life. Our baby boy isn't gonna make. on top of i have too much amniotic fluid and if i try to carry him to term i will die. so were inducing labor this friday so we can get a chance to welcome our baby boy and tell him we love him and say goodbye.

It's a BOY!!

28 weeks


a few days ago we found out it's a boy. were really excited. they found a few things wrong but they're fixable so no worries. i have a amniocenstisis this week to test him to make sure everything is ok. i'll keep the blogs coming.

Total shock

well i finally got in to see a doctor today. im gonna go with midwives. i really like the care im getting. i have an ultrasound soon to get measurements and stuff cause im measuring big. so i'll keep everyone informed.