i just dont know anymore.

im just really sad today. im really missing my mom. and im needing some love from family. im too far. i need a vacation. i really want to move. Natonya was sick this whole past week and last weekend. she's just getting better today. it's been hard. new baby is doing good. im due march 17th. (my grandmother's birthday) right around the time my mom passed too. this is gonna be harder then i thought. i wish i could just go and talk to her. like nothing ever happened.