i just dont know anymore.

im just really sad today. im really missing my mom. and im needing some love from family. im too far. i need a vacation. i really want to move. Natonya was sick this whole past week and last weekend. she's just getting better today. it's been hard. new baby is doing good. im due march 17th. (my grandmother's birthday) right around the time my mom passed too. this is gonna be harder then i thought. i wish i could just go and talk to her. like nothing ever happened.

so it's my birthday!!!

yay for me. i'm 22 now. crazy. natonya is 7 1/2 months already. thats crazy too haha... i cant believe how fast she's growing its like i blink and she's off again doing something else. she's such a little grown up. but were not doing anything for my birthday we might go out to eat tomorrow and shop a little. but yeah peaceout.

IM PREGNANT!!!

yup. im pregnant with baby #2!! were so excited. im 9 weeks pregnant. i'll definantly keep everyone posted on this event. especially when we find out if its a boy or girl. were hoping for a boy so cross your fingers haha. what an awesome early birthday present.