walking pic as promised!!!

october 22nd.

oct. 22nd is when we find out the gender of new baby. im so excited. just had to share that.

she's walking!!!

Natonya has been walking for about a week now. Everyday she gets better and better. all day today she's been standing up on furniture then taking steps off of that. its been crazy to watch. its like yesterday she was being propped up on a pillow so i could take christmas pictures of her. but she was moving too fast to catch a good picture. but i'll post it in the morning cause my phone just died haha. love you all.

17 weeks pregnant!!!

Quick to trot

well natonya is 9 months now. time has flewn by. she has 2 teeth now yay!!! she's just as happy as ever. mommy is trying to follow her steps. im on my way to california tomorrow. me and natonya will be gone until the 23rd. i need this vacation. im losing my mind here. i need to just get away and think. i wont be updating for awhile because i wont have the computer. but ass soon as i get home i will be putting up pictures for sure. love you all. wish us a safe trip. ttyl.

just gets worse

natonya 8 months
baby number 2

day by day i just get worse. i wish it was different but its not. i try to stay sane for my little family. i just seriously need a vacation. im not gonna be able to do much soon. so im glad i at least will have fun for our anniversary. hopefully. we need to get away. and natonya needs a break too. haha. but she's doig good and so is baby number two. im 8 weeks pregnant and im due march 17th.

i just dont know anymore.

im just really sad today. im really missing my mom. and im needing some love from family. im too far. i need a vacation. i really want to move. Natonya was sick this whole past week and last weekend. she's just getting better today. it's been hard. new baby is doing good. im due march 17th. (my grandmother's birthday) right around the time my mom passed too. this is gonna be harder then i thought. i wish i could just go and talk to her. like nothing ever happened.